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Monday, February 23, 2009

What Is Truth

Dearest Students, I would like to address a question from Ina, (who has not yet made her way into the Open Classroom). Ina says, “I’m so sorry but I have a really stupid question regarding Lesson 2. It says to focus on the truth, but I guess I’m missing it -what exactly is this truth that is being referred to? Thanks for your patience with me…” 
First of all, no apologies necessary, and this is not a stupid question. I am very happy to see you asking an intelligent question, a question of the heart, a question that can actually lead you somewhere. 
 
Lesson 2 actually says: “Maya means that we see the world, including ourselves, through a veil of illusion and believe that what we see is real. We allow our limited mind to define the world for us. The mind gladly takes over this job. The mind likes to stay busy. And so the angels suggest that you keep the mind busy with truth. Read these words and allow their deeper meanings to penetrate your consciousness. Print them out. Carry them with you. When you become aware that you are in pain, read some sentences from your lessons and allow the words to create new syntaxes – new pathways – in your brain. Dedicate yourself to letting go of everything that does not serve you in a positive way. Let your truest commitment be to knowing Truth in your life.”  

Although most lessons begin with “answers” - our first Lesson begins with asking you to be aware of the questions you ask. 

I am happy to see that Ina’s awareness has taken her to a true, deep question! THIS question has merit! THIS question can lead you higher! THIS question is the question of a heart waking up! 

The paragraph I included above from Lesson 2 contains the answer to your question, dear Ina. However, the mind needs to keep hearing the same thing in different ways, because the mind is so accustomed to trusting its own untrue patterns. 

Here is a little story to illustrate this point: 

A man was brought to a psychiatrist by his wife. “He is convinced he is dead,” his wife told the psychiatrist. "All day he walks around saying, ‘I am dead.’”

The psychiatrist tried all his techniques, but could not convince the man that he was alive. Then he had an idea. He asked the man, “Do dead men bleed?” And the man replied, “No! Dead men do not bleed!” 

So the psychiatrist pricked the man’s finger with a needle, and the finger began to bleed. “There!” exclaimed the psychiatrist, triumphantly! “You are bleeding!” 

The man looked at his finger in astonishment, and declared, “My Gosh! I was wrong! Dead men do bleed!” 
 
This is how ingrained we are in old habits!  

And so read and re-read your lessons. Apply yourself to your homework.

I do not say the path to Truth is easy – the angels promise a clear and simple way – they say nothing about easy.  

TRUTH is your Real Nature! 

The main purpose of your School is to scrape away the layers of previous conditioning–false beliefs–to reveal the true splendor of your Being– ike cleaning tarnish from silver–like pushing away clouds to reveal the sun– ike breaking a coconut to drink the sweet milk within. 

The mind can never know Truth. The mind, as you know it, disappears in the Light of Truth. What do we mean when we say, “the mind as you know it”? –We mean the mind that is a conglomeration of thoughts, impressions, and beliefs. Looking for truth within the mind is like looking for a needle in a haystack, when the needle isn’t even there! 

Simply continue to let your mind evolve into higher questions. Notice the old questions, such as, “Does he really love me?” “Will I get a promotion?” “Why is God punishing me?” “What do those people think of me?” 

Notice your habitual questions! Be aware, awake, and alert in your own world! Carry a sword through the forest of your mind. Cut away, or at least ignore, limiting, flase thoughts that keep you spinning on the wheel of karma–that keep you in darkness– hat keep you in pain. Cease to give those old questions power over you!  

Do you realize that you have been giving mere questions power over you?  

Do you realize that you are addicted to hopeless, negative questions and the feelings (reactions) that come when you ask those questions? DO YOU REALIZE THIS? (Don’t worry Ina, I don’t mean just you. I mean all of us!) 

You might ask, how can that be true? How can I be addicted to something that is harmful to me?  

I will answer this with another question – How can someone be addicted to drugs, to alcohol, to nicotine when they are so harmful?  

Before we can commit to giving up a bad habit, we must first become AWARE of the habit, ACCEPT that we have a problem, and be WILLING to give it up. 

I used to work with alcohol and drug addiction and, in fact, was trained to do so in graduate school. Some of you may know that there is something called a “dry drunk.” This means an alcoholic who has stopped drinking, but continues all his old habits–goes to the bars every night, associates with all the same people. This person believes he is “cured” but in the end always goes back to drinking. This is because there has been no real inner transformation and all the same habits continue. 

Your School gives you an opportunity to transform at deep inner levels. When you find your mind making its way along old familiar (and painful) pathways – do something new and different! 

Read your lessons! Follow your homework! Become your own teacher! 

You are not alone now! You have your School and your lessons. You are connected to other students who are focused on Truth. There is great energy when a number of people come together in the quest for Truth. You can learn from each other. You can learn the way the mind works. You become part of a greater mind – a greater quest. Is this not beautiful?  

What is Truth, really, dear Students? Truth is a clear unbroken stream of Light that flows continuously to and through you – like a sparkling stream flowing effortlessly down a mountain – unimpeded, free, and peaceful. No obstacle can stop the water – not rocks, not storms, not darkness – just as nothing can stop Truth. 

When you live in Truth, you live like the flowing stream – spontaneous, and free-flowing, not trying to impress anyone, not trying to control life, not trying to be something or someone – simply BEING – pure, radiant, and sparkling. 

Then you are a truly nice human being. You are pleasant to be around. You are your own best friend. Your actions are not contracted, controlled, and guarded, but free, spontaneous, and open.  

Truth feels good! It feels right! Truth is not a temporary high - a rush of excitement - a "fix" for the mind. 

 When you get lost in thoughts, in darkness, in questions that lead nowhere but to more darkness, you might like to imagine a sparkling stream of water flowing down a mountain, or a flower growing in a field, or a bird singing just because it can. 

Nature gives us reflections of Divine Truth every day. Use everything that comes your way to take you closer to Truth. 

Please keep in mind that words themselves are NOT Truth. 

Words are simply guides to truth - sign posts along the way

You can look at the word Russia on a map. You can point to it with your finger and see its exact latitude and longitude, and this does not give you the experience of being in Russia! You have to go to Russia to have the experience! You have to eat a mango to know what it tastes like. 

A very good question, Ina! Please do your best to continue to allow your mind to evolve away from old, hurtful questions into these higher questions. 

And remember that you do not have to know all the answers today

You are on the PATH to Higher Consciousness. Surely you will arrive at Truth and when you do, the mind will no longer be there with its doubts and fears.  

All love, Indira and the angels.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Good morning dear classmates, dear Judy and dear angels,
I made an interesting experience last night. In the evening I read again the second lesson and I had a problem with homework one. Not about asking an ego question, but to feel the answer.
In the night I had a dream, in the dream I hit my children very hard, like a fury and then I felt so guilty that I couldn't see a perspective to live.
When I woke up, I felt such a pain, I cried and I thought that I have no permission to exist. Something deep in me tells me that and I think that happens more often than I recognize it.
I still feel this emotion, but now, being awake, I feel also something peaceful in my heart.
I am.
Maybe there are some parts of me I don't know about, but all in all, I am.
And when I say that loud I feel being invited to live and to make all my experiences like all of you.
And I thank you again of being part of the school,
love, Antje


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

... now I try to write in orange... love, Antje
Hello to all of you,

now four days later I found this window where I could find what you wrote and where I also can write a comment....

thank you for being part of you all...

dear Judy, now I know that you received my mail, I think everything will work now, step by step...

in the night, after thinking about the first lesson, I could sleep very, very, very well, thank you!

Thanks Monika for telling me from the school!

And hi Christel!!

Now I try a third time to send my words and I wish you all a wonderful day,

love to all human beings and angels... Antje from Mainz, Germany

Monday, February 16, 2009

Hello Antje,
wellcome !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monika

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Monika's Question

Monika, your last comment is about taking responsibility for what is not yours. It is about being afraid of not pleasing others. Please yourself! It is up to other people to please themselves. Only when you are pleased within yourself, pleasing God, feeling pleased - can you be truly pleasing to another person. As the angels always say:

The only thing you have to share with anyone is your own state of being.

The peace of your own being is a wonderful gift to share! When we live in peace, our very living is pleasing to God. This is true service!

Love and Light,
indira & the angels

Student Support

Dearest Students,

I read all of your questions, emails, and comments. I am happy to read the support and encouragement you are giving to each other, as well as about your own growth and understanding. You are already becoming a community of human beings intent upon letting go of what does not serve you. Isn't it comforting to know that you are not alone on your spiritual journey? God is with you. Angels are with you. Most importantly, you are with you!

The next lesson will arrive in a few days. Until then, continue to observe the questions that come to you. You do not necessarily have to find the answers to all of those questions today. The purpose of this exercise is not to find answers - but to find the questions hidden deep within you, and to identify the questions that spin constantly in your head. Asking the same helpless, hopeless questions over and over just keeps your mind spinning, with no end in sight!

Be still! Observe the questions themselves! Look at those questions intently. Ask yourself intelligent questions about the questions themselves!

Once again, I remind you to be patient, loving, and kind with yourself. Enjoy the journey. If you are having troubles, take a deep breath of fresh air! Bring yourself here! Now! Into the present moment! Tell any mean thoughts of fear, lack, loss, and limitation that they do NOT have permission to steal one moment of happiness from you. Do not let other people steal from you, either! Your next lesson will tell you more about this.

Love and Light,
Indira and the angels

Gabi's Question about Ego

Dearest Students,

Gabi ask a question about the meaning of the word ego. I hope you have all carefully read the Introduction, (on my website under Online School) which is, in itself, a Lesson and part of The School of Being You!

The Introduction states:

Being You heals the dis-ease of ego that keeps us living in pain and separation. As the dis-ease of ego heals, you begin to live your True Magnificence!
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There are many ways to define ego.

Essentially, ego is that which keeps you living in pain and separation – from yourself and from God. You could also call the ego your false self.

There is no reason to try and get “rid” of the ego. You can’t anyway. This would just be the ego trying to get rid of itself, and the ego will not willingly take this route.

The ego is composed of who you think you are. Thoughts. Impressions. Beliefs. A body. A face. A feeling. All of these things are temporary. You – the you-ness of you – not the ego-ness of you – are Eternal!

For now, do not worry about what is selfish and what is not selfish. You have been trying to be unselfish for years, trying to take care of your husband. If the old way did not work, try a new way.

Here is what the angels have to say about pleasing others:

Angels are not trying to please anyone. Angels know their being is pleasing to God. This is all an angel needs to know. Angels are free and spontaneous because they do not have to decide if what they are going to do or say will please you.

Continue to read your lessons and apply yourself to your homework. All answers shall appear as you move closer to the Light. In fact, all answers already exist! But you are like someone in a dark room, trying to read the answers on the page. You cannot see the answers in the dark. As you move closer to the light, you see the answers are already there in front of you. So, continue on your path. All shall be revealed in the Light of Understanding.

Love and Light, Indira & the Angels

ego

Hi everybody,
I am happy to be part of this school to learn to be happy to be me. There is a lot that I have to learn. Reading our first lesson I got stuck with the word "ego". What does it mean? Is it a part of me? Is it only negative? I always undersood the word as I, myself and egoistic as selfish, putting myself first. If it is a part of me how can I / should I get rid of it?
For a long time I've put my husbands needs first and after some years this made me unhappy, angry and upset. Now I try to be more selfish, try to get him to do more for me and feel better for it. Am I getting mean? Is the ego taking over?
I am looking forward to some answers,
Many thanks, Gabi

with gratitude

dear Indira and classmates,
today I had a wonderful feeling and it is because of what you and the angels gave me a few days ago. There was some real tension in my family and when this happens I always go to fear and what will happen and what will be taken away from me. but this morning as I was going there I suddenly took a different path, the no one can take anything important away from me... me.! I have me and together we will make it. As I write this I am already scared it is not real and will not last. but I want to stand on my own two feet in all ways. So I ask for support in this because I have been too unsure to do this before. Johanna, I felt so much for you when I read your blog and wanted to tell you my heart is with you. Annie

Monday, February 9, 2009

angel christel

Hallo all together, everyone!
Finally I find out how to join the class and I am happy.
Love,
Christel

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Annie's Question

Dearest Students,

Annie writes (regarding her first lesson): "Does he have any concern for me or is it all about him and his needs? I guess that’s a question and one that won’t get me anywhere. So I guess the truth is I feel so all alone and the question is why? By the way you can use anything I write to you in any way you want in this school. I really wan’t to stop hiding out and just be myself."

Answer: Being yourself is the purpose of the School!

Annie asks 2 questions: The first is a question about somebody else. And she answers it quite rightly - it is a question that will not get her anywhere. It is a question that takes her out of herself - out of her own field of energy - and into the field of energy of another person.

The angels say, come back, Annie! Return to your field of energy. Find out who you are, what you think, and what you feel.

Annie, you might then, change your first question to: "Do I have any concern for me or is it all about him and his needs?" - or - "Do I have any concern for him or is it all about me and my needs?" - or - "Do I have any concern for God or is it all about my ego and my ego needs?”

One way to expand our thinking is to ask the same question in different ways. And then contemplate the question and any answers that may arise. This helps the brain get out of its rut. It shows the brain that there are new ways to think. It opens up new possibilities. Otherwise, the brain may just continue to spin in useless circles, like the tires of a car spinning on ice and never getting anywhere.

The 2nd question Annie asked was, “So I guess the truth is I feel so all alone and the question is why?”

Annie followed her homework. She wrote down her first question. This wisely led to her 2nd question - a question of far more importance than the first: “So I guess the truth is I feel so all alone and the question is why?”

When you leave yourself - leave your own energy field - you naturally feel all alone. You are giving your attention to that man out there (who maybe is giving his attention to himself also! - so now he has his and yours too!)

I suggest you contemplate the new questions I have suggested. Perhaps they will lead you deeper within yourself.

In the meantime, listen to the loneliness. Find out what it has to teach you. Find out what it needs. Maybe it just needs your love and attention. Maybe it needs you to stop looking for impermanent solutions.

Please be patient, loving, and kind with yourself. Understanding takes as long as it takes.

Greatest Love and Light,
indira and the angels

Sunday, February 1, 2009

My first steps

Hello to my fellow classmates, dearest Indira and the angels
I am new at this and a little nervous, I mean at blogging and also writing from a place where I am not editing myself. But i guess if i am going to do this anywhere, here is the place to start. I have spent much of my life trying to figure what other people wanted me to be, but that has become more clear to me and painful. so i trying here to just let me out. So hello from me. 

Annie

Saturday, January 31, 2009

QUESTION AND ANSWER

Question:
Fear of failure: I have started - and failed - at so many businesses in the past.....mainly from picking partners who have taken advantage of me and my hard work ethic and my passion. So now I feel paralyzed to start something new. I feel the loss of passion for starting something new. How can I get this back? I used to be so passionate about my creative projects!

Response:
Hmm.....interesting. You say that when you had your passion in the old days, you chose bad partners and failed. And yet, you want that passion back again...(!?) This is how the human mind works. The human mind generally thinks in terms of the past (get something back) or the future. The mind does not know how to be fully present in the present.

Instead of hoping and wishing to have something from the past back again, simply breathe, relax and discover where you are right now. It is your yearning for a memory (your "passion" is only a memory).....which is the trouble to begin with. When you are busy telling God what should be (I should feel my old passion).....you are just busy getting in the way of God's plan for you. You are busy telling God what you need.

The angels kindly suggest that you get out of the way. Admit to yourself that you do not really want your "old" passion back. Why? Because it did not work for you! So of course you are afraid. Repeating old ways of failure simply leads to new ways of failure.

Be humble. Tell God you do not know what you need. Let go of trying to get back a memory of passion. Stop thinking that you need a memory of passion restored to you so that you can feel vital and alive. Can you see that you are simply attached to a memory of the way you think you used to be?

Stop limiting yourself with a memory. Stop telling yourself that you can move forward only with this "passion." If you believe this, it becomes true for you. Stop making it true for you.

The angels say that it is possible to move forward with peace and relaxation. What is holding you back is only an idea in your head....an idea that you must have this (remembered) passion to move forward. Forget this. Passion blinded you and got in the way of your success in the past. Throw your idea of passion out the window. Allow it be replaced with true passion. You do not have to know what this passion looks or feels like. It will be new. It will be true. It will be peace. It will guide you.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Nice to see you here

I see that some of you have posted. We better stay with English, since all of you do not understand German (including me) (well, not very well). I will be back later with some answers to some questions that were written to me.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

QUESTION AND ANSWER

A student wrote:
"Remember, I once asked why I find no man who loves me? Now, I am since 3 Years in a partnership where I am mostly with my boyfriend day and night, 2-3 days alone. He loves me, but I have problems to be at ease and happy with this great success for myself because I never had a long-term relationship, only short affairs. I am afraid of myself being with my friend because I have problems with too much nearness. Why am I not happy, although I desired a relationship so long?"

Response:
The ego is filled with desires. We erroneously believe that fulfilling these desires is what leads to true happiness. In truth, the fulfillment of desire leads to temporary happiness.

The only true happiness is found by going beyond the desires of the mind, to the true Source of all happiness.

Everything
in the outer world changes. Therefore, we cannot depend upon the outer world to bring us true and lasting joy.

You are afraid because you are living in the past and the future. This prevents you from being present with your boyfriend, as he is, as you are. You have a "bully" who lives inside you. This bully has one job - to make sure that you do not enjoy the present moment.

The bully is just an old habit that lives inside you.

Simply continue to read your lessons. This fills you with the inspiring, uplifting energy of the angels. This allows you to record over past impressions of lack, loss, fear, and limitation.

You do not have to "try" to get rid of anything. How can the ego get "rid" of itself? The ego will, in fact, resist trying to get rid of itself. The ego does everything it can to survive. And this is okay. This is the nature of ego. Simply watch the ego. Witness it. Writing is a wonderful way to increase your awareness of the ego and its games.

Remember: what you are not aware of controls you; when you become aware of something, it begins to lose control over you.

So, watch the ego. Get to know its games. You do not have to join the ego in its games of lack, loss, fear, and limitation.

Tell yourself the truth. What is the truth? You tell yourself, "
I never had a long-term relationship." - and then you believe this - and act from this. But it is not true. You ARE having a long-term relationship!

The truth is that you are NOT afraid of too much nearness!!!! How do we know this is true? Because you HAVE nearness with him.....you are with him most of the time. You ARE experiencing and learning about intimacy. So, begin to tell yourself a NEW and more truthful story. "I am in a long-term relationship. I am experiencing nearness with my boyfriend. I am courageous because I spend so much time with him. I am learning what nearness is. There is no such thing as too much nearness...that is only a thought in my head. I have 2 - 3 days for myself."

Love and Light,
Indira & the angels

Saturday, January 17, 2009

You are the Way, the Truth, and the Light

The class is growing. Some of you choose not to post here in the Open Classroom, and this is fine. There are no hard and fast rules. In this classroom, you are learning to think for yourself, to decide for yourself what is true for you.
The angels are guides along the way. They are not the Way. You, yourself are the Way, unfolding like a perfect flower.