Having No Value

Why is it that I see my own mother as having no value? I see her as having no value to me, or to the world. What scares me is that I know she is a mirror for me, so that suggests that I see myself as having no value. The exercise in today's lesson, helped me to become conscious of this belief inside me. When I got to the part "That's what she does best" (being herself), I choked on it because I thought "BEST???", she is not best at anything.

Greetings from Christel

• Since one Year I am reading the lessons and your comments . This year I made up my mind to give more time and attention to this process and to all people taking part. So I am looking forward to the next time to meet and contact some old friends and meet new ones, and have an intense time of learning and supporting. And I know, that some friends were waiting for this day finally to come. Here I am.

• I am breathing whenever I remember Judy's message (this short messages I like a lot as a support) and I feel how my body connect more with me. Feeling more alive and whole. It seems that my body needs this attention to get healed from this old stomach pain, which Isuffer a long time. I wish you all  apeaceful and satisfying day.  Your Christel

thoughts

Hi Everyone -- thoughts, that's what I'm thinking of. Thoughts cause so much trouble for me. A thought pops into my head and before y'know it, I am suffering. I would like to think (there's a thought again!) that I am so kind, so mature, so spiritual -- and then a negative thought pops into my head -- a thought of jealousy or envy, for example. Who wants to think they are ever envious or greedy or have mean thoughts toward another person? Not me. But the truth is, I do.

Expectations

Ruth, I wanted to thank you for asking the question about desires/ expectations/ visions in your comment to Indira’s post dated Dec. 24, 2009 called “I wish you peace in your heart and light in your mind”. The dialog about "expectations" between you and Indira has been a huge lesson.... I will be "chewing" on it for months! I had no idea how bogged down I am with "expectations" of how I think this world should be. I can see where my expectations have driven so many of the decisions I have made in my life. All the way back to when I gave up my baby for adoption when I was 17. My expectations were that

Unbelievabel,
today I got to know that Germany is worldwide the third biggest country that exports weapons. Also into countries that are against human rights. Our politicians say that they go against coutries that are against human rights. And yet they allow to export weapons to those countries. ( I am against production of wepons at all ). Thousends and thousends of people are killed through wepons that are produced in Germany and legaly exported.
Monika

Your newest poem

The Air So Still...on your blog....is very intense. I appreciate all of your poetry, on your website as well as on your blog. Thank you for sharing it. Kevin

Hello dear Judy, dear classmates, I want to tell you about a healing angel experience I had last night. Since nearly 3 weeks I am ill. Yesterday night when I lay down to sleep I asked the angels to surround and comfort me with love and healing and what ever would be

New Students, January 2010

Dear Students, the January session has officially begun for the new students...and you may see some showing up here (or not). Mary has already been active here. Summer session begins June 8th! For those who are here for the first time, WELCOME. And for those of you have signed up for your second year already, thank you. 

North Carolina

If you live in North Carolina, know someone who does, or want to travel there...I will be giving a seminar & readings in Cary, N.C. in March...hosted by one of your lovely classmates, Dagmar. To learn more go here: Living Your True Magnificence!

Dead Man Post for Sandra

I found the original post Sandra. It is long enough to be a lesson! In fact, it is a lesson!  No wonder I don't remember what I write! I am reprinting the entire post WITH the Dead Man story here for you in its entirety. Enjoy!

Happy New Year Everyone!

It's been a fantastic past year in the School. I am super thankful for all of you, my classmates, for the school, our teacher, and the angels. This is the best classroom I was ever in. It's like layers of false conditioning are being peeled away, and what a relief it is. I was raised by a Jewish mom and an Irish Catholic dad. Now I'm being raised higher by universal angels. Ha ha. Seriously, have a great new year.

Happy New Year 2010

Thank all of you for your New Year wishes and blessings. I wish each of you true deep happiness that springs from within and is independent of any outer event, person, place, or thing. My love and gratitude go with you. I encourage you to read the 2010 New Year's Message on my website when you get a chance.