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Thursday, October 28, 2021

AWAKENING



 AWAKENING


I shall lie my body down

Upon the soft warm earth

Now while I am alive!

I shall give my spirit birth

Now before I die! 


I shall fold the sky

Over my head

And let the stars 

Enter my eyes

Now while my blood is still red!


I shall not wait for my last breath

Before I lay me down to sleep

Forever, to die, to cry, to lie 

Beneath the deep 

Deep firmament


I shall kiss the earth and repent

In whispers to her alone

I shall sacredly atone


Hail Mary full of Grace!

Let me see thy holy face!


Now we see through a glass darkly

But then we shall see 

Even as we are seen


Tear away the holy veil!

Let me sip from the holy grail!

Spread a table before mine eyes

Of frankincense, gold, and myrrh


I shall anoint the child I AM with Light

And give her second sight

Wrap her in swaddling clothes

And lay her in a manger


There I shall kneel and honor her

For she is me and I am her


There I shall surrender

Both past and future


At the moment of my birth

At the hour of my death

My body shall desert me

And my spirit shall fly free.



Tuesday, October 26, 2021

A Grandfather Tree spoke to me...



While in the mountains, I once met an ancient and gnarled Grandfather tree. We spoke a long time, often in whispers, so no one else could hear. He told me tales of wisdom. He said many trees are dying now, their roots are not deep enough to reach water because the earth has grown hotter. His roots are so deep, he can always drink, so he sends healing energy to the earth and other trees, but he cannot save them all. I thanked him and promised I will not forget him and that his stories will continue to grow within me



Friday, October 22, 2021

St. John of the Cross

Perhaps you will find this as beautiful and meaningful as I do...

Verses on the Ecstasy of Deep Contemplation

Translated from the Spanish poem
by San Juan de la Cruz (St. John of the Cross) 1542-1591

I entered where I never knew,
and I was left without knowing,
transcending all knowledge.
I never knew where I was entering,
but when I found myself there,
without knowing where I was,
I understood important matters.
I don’t say what I felt,
for I was left without knowing,
transcending all knowledge.
It was the perfect knowledge of peace and piety,
a straight road well understood in deep solitude.
It was something so secret that I was left babbling,
transcending all knowledge.
I was drawn into it,
so absorbed and taken out of myself,
that my feeling was left devoid of all feeling
and my mind was endued with an understanding
by not understanding,
transcending all knowledge.
He who really reaches that point
faints away from himself, he scorns
all that he formerly knew;
and his knowledge increases so much
that he is left without knowing,
transcending all knowledge.
The higher one rises, the less one understands
what the shadowy cloud is
which brightens the night;
therefore he knows
it remains ever unknowing,
transcending all knowledge.
This unknowing knowledge is of such great power
that the scholars can never overcome it by arguing:
for their knowledge does not extend
to this non-understanding
transcending all knowledge.
And this highest way of knowing
is so completely superior
that there is no university
or science that can attempt it:
he who can overcome himself
by a knowing non-knowing will always be
transcending.
And if you want to listen, this highest knowledge
consists of a heightened perception of
the Divine Essence; it is a result of His mercy
to leave one not understanding,
transcending all knowledge.

Original name Juan de Yepes y Álvarez, (born June 24, 1542, Fontiveros, Spain—died December 14, 1591, Ubeda; canonized 1726; feast day December 14), one of the greatest Christian mystics and Spanish poets, doctor of the church, reformer of Spanish monasticism, and cofounder of the contemplative order of Discalced Carmelites. He is a patron saint of mystics and contemplatives and of Spanish poets.

The Colors we need...

The Moone Toone, Hirth Martinez

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBCLJ754qc0

Full Moon of Guru Purnima

Composed Sunday, July 29, 2007


Yesterday I washed my soft pink towels with something blue. Oops. 

Now I have soft blue towels. It must be what I need just nowto wrap myself in blue softness.


How perfect life is when we can accept what is. No resisting. 

No thinking pink should be pink when it is clearly blue.


Life is a painting that gives us just the colors we need.



Thursday, October 21, 2021

Song of Solomon, Poetry for the Soul

 


Book of Hebrews

  1. Look! Listen! There’s my lover! Do you see him coming? Vaulting the mountains, leaping the hills. My lover is like a gazelle, graceful; like a young stag, virile. Look at him there, on tiptoe at the gate, all ears, all eyes—ready! My lover has arrived and he’s speaking to me! 

    The Man

    Get up, my dear friend, fair and beautiful lover—come to me! Look around you: Winter is over; the winter rains are over, gone! Spring flowers are in blossom all over. The whole world’s a choir—and singing! Spring warblers are filling the forest with sweet strains. Lilacs are exuberantly purple and perfumed, and cherry trees fragrant with blossoms. Oh, get up, dear friend, my fair and beautiful lover—come to me! Come, my shy and modest dove— leave your seclusion, come out in the open. Let me see your face, let me hear your voice. For your voice is soothing and your face is ravishing.

Monday, October 18, 2021

Gurdjieff

Bee Keeper

Free will is the function of the Master within us. Our ‘will’ is the supremacy of one desire over another. Gurdjieff



Saturday, October 16, 2021

Be Fascinated with the Light

"It is my responsibility all alone to work on myself, to change myself, to uplift myself, regardless of how that affects any other human being. It is my responsibility to be true to truth alone, not to any other human being and not even my own elementary immature nature.

If it is possible for a human being to invite a divine power into his life, into her life, in which the human being could go through life without bumping into things, without getting hurt, if that is possible why isn't everyone in the world eagerly seeking this power in order to have it do the work for him so that their life might be peaceful?"-Be Fascinated with the Light, Vernon Howard talk.

Enduring HUMILIATION


HOW HUMILIATION HEALS 

Are you aware of your ability to make decisions in favor of yourself?  Decide to end inner conflict, then give no thought to the consequences of the decision. It is strange how a turn towards trueness arouses uncertainty. We insist upon fearing our own freedom! What we fear is the humiliation of all that has given us name and position, but it is the very crumbling of name and position that sets us free, for they were unconscious chains. 

Humiliation can be compared to an actor suddenly caught by the audience without his costume. It hurts for a moment, but then he remembers the man under the costume. By permitting total humiliation, we permit it to destroy the fantasy, leaving only the liberating fact." 

If we will repeatedly suffer the humiliation of admitting that we really do not know what we are talking about, eventually we will.Vernon Howard

Susanne Sundfør songs









Susanne Sundfør - Reincarnation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4cpyFAHEmI

Do you believe in reincarnation? 'Cause I thought I saw your soul Flashing and dancing on the horizon Shades of jade and emerald Oh, I'm a bad girl 'cause I turned the bad world Into a crystal pearl And we were loveless, oh, it was pure bliss Something I've never felt before I might be crazy, but baby, lately I don't believe the news They say it's ending to stop pretending To start looking for the clues A glass cylinder where we can linger Let me take us to the stars I won't be missing your tender kissing 'Cause the light will wipe out all the scars.

Susanne Sundfør - No One Believes In Love Anymore

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fSRUxacE9nU

No one believes in love anymore They throw away the keys, no one knocked on the door No one knocked on the door, knocked on the door You reap what you sow, no one knocked on the door Pain is pleasure and then just pain Chasing the thunder and lost in the rain You are lost in the rain, lost in the rain Yourself to blame, you are lost in the rain The skin so enticing, the thrill of the sting Then drops the stinger and the spinning begins Oh, yes, the spinning begins, the spinning begins The world has gone off the hinges, and the spinning begins A downwards spiral, punctured balloon Disfigured and pale looking up at the Moon Looking up at the Moon, up at the Moon We’ll all get there soon, looking up at the Moon.

Susanne Sundfør - Undercover (Live)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-uRyOu4YV4


Don't trust the ones who love you 'Cause if you love them back They'll always disappoint you It's just a matter of fact Don't love the ones who trust you It's just not in your heart You're a teasing little twister and They're dancers in the dark, oh, but I wish I had a lover who'd keep it undercover We could live our dreams, we'd sail on golden wings I wish I had a lover, someone who wouldn't bother To tell me what to feel, to tell me what is real It's not a lot I'm asking for They'll kiss you in the evening, devils in disguise, and Love you till the morning then vanish before your eyes A walking disaster can also master A graceful posture, but where's the dignity when...? I wish I had a lover who'd keep it undercover We could live our dreams, we'd sail on golden wings I wish I had a lover, someone who wouldn't bother To tell me what to feel, to tell me what is real It wouldn't even matter If you didn't even bother To be more than a lover It wouldn't even matter If I didn't even bother To believe in a forever, no It wouldn't even matter If you didn't even bother To be more than a lover It wouldn't even matter If you didn't even bother To be more than a lover, no, no, no.

YOU SHINE LIKE A DIAMOND

Diamonds by Rihanna (written by Sia) | Cover by One Voice Children's Choir.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIeKy8mD-1khttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIeKy8mD-1k





Friday, October 15, 2021

Susanne Sundfør - Music For People In Trouble

 


This song and video kind of beautiful. Perhaps you will enjoy it:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Abet-OycQpE

Prayer of Assistance


Lord Creator, and all you His assistants, Angels of Light,

Help us to be able to remember ourselves at all times

 in order that we may avoid involuntary actions, 

as only through them can evil manifest itself. 

 Gurdjieff