Hi Students, here is another inspirational note I received with a student's payment.
"I am loving your school. As the knowledge you are passing on becomes integrated into my heart and becomes wisdom (as you say) I am beginning to feel relief from my internal suffering. I have been seeking relief for so many years and I am so happy and grateful to be finding it from your school."
Dear Students, My experience here with all of you tells me that the more you show up for yourself, the more you benefit. Your lessons and your school will and do work for you--when you show up. The more you show up, the more you benefit. Showing up comes in many forms. Gratitude is showing up. Gratitude is incredibly healing, transforming and expansive. Reading at least some part of your lessons daily (I do) is showing up. Practicing your homework. Maybe taking some time to write spontaneously. Being in the great cathedral of nature. Watching your reactions. Being aware of the questions going on inside you--and looking to something higher than your mind for the answers.
Reading your lessons allows you to recondition your mind. The more light you consciously allow into your mind, the more the darkness goes. The more you concentrate on waking up (reading your lessons, doing your homework, being aware of your reactions, watching your thoughts)--the more awake you become. Waking up does not happen over night. It is a gradual process, with many ups and downs along the way. But when you begin to realize it IS actually happening, there is great inner rejoicing. But don't take my word for it, try it for yourself. Do not blindly believe anything. Find out for yourself what is true. xoxox your loving teacher
Indira, I know you are so right. The more that I give to my spiritual life, the more it gives back to me. The way is not always easy for my ego, which loves suffering (I never thought I'd say that). My ego is holding on, but something in me is letting go. I keep my lessons with me all the time and read them whenever I have even a few minutes. I used to only be with my own mind, either fantasizing good or bad, but not in the here and now. Now I get to be (choose to be) with something higher and brighter than my usual thoughts---the high bright energy of angels and the school. What a relief.
ReplyDeleteAs I was going thru my usual "after work" routine the other day, of changing clothes, feeding dogs, taking dogs outside, etc,...
ReplyDeleteI was just standing there on the sidewalk waiting for my dogs to finish things and I gazed down to take another step...
and all of a sudden, for no reason, I realized I was feeling very happy inside. :-)
I was feeling happy for no reason at all.
I wasn't thinking about the sunshine, or the blue sky, or the flowers, or my loved ones, or some enjoyable future event, or past memory.
There were no thoughts in my head of anything at all. And I wasn't consciously trying to think about nothing either.
I was just standing there. I WAS JUST HAPPY FOR NO REASON!!!
This was so NEW for me, that I just smiled and enjoyed the feeling. I was amazed and thought, where is this coming from, and then I thought to myself.... this has something to do with Indira's lessons and her school. And I just kept smiling and feeling happy.
Then when I went to bed that night, just as I was about to fall asleep, I thought about the happy feeling that I had earlier, and I realized that being happy for no reason at all, was the same as.... being happy being me. The title of our school. :-)
And as I thought about this more, I realize that the happiness I felt was actually coming from WITHIN me. Not from any thought, or anything external.
The happiness had come spontaneously from within me.
Even tho the last few years I've been able to find happiness and peace in nature, I was still connecting to something outside myself as that way to that happiness. Yet this time, it seemed to come purely from within.
I am looking forward to feeling this more and more. It is definitely worth reading my lessons and doing my homework to experience this more and more. I am hopefull anyway.
Thank you Indira and classmates and angels for making this school possible. It is such a blessing in my life.
Love,
Mary
Dear Mary
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your storie. Since a few days, I also feel this unexpected feeling of happiness without a special reason. That must be our goddess in us.
I feel so happy to feel her.
Lots of love
Ruth