Friday, February 25, 2011
Hi Everyone
Must be "show and tell" time....remember that from grade school? I am just checking in. I like reading what you all have to say. What do I have to show and tell? Well, some of you may remember when I wrote about losing my girlfriend (she left) and how that had me pretty low. I came to see that being alone was the best thing for me. Still is. Right now my concentration is upon my spiritual path...inner transformation. Somehow it is working. Somehow I've been able to see an old problem of mine, which is feeling like a victim of romance. Since being in the school and as Indira says, really showing up for myself, that feeling is leaving me. For that I am grateful. I am also grateful to myself for doing the work that is helping to free me.
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The other day Indira told me that among our classmates is a student in Tulsa, OK. I was very excited to hear this. I lived in Tulsa for 7 years and have many friends there. I was involved in the interfaith community and was priveleged to learn from some Native American teachers. Once, I visited the Cherokee village. I loved the Creek Council Oak tree in Tulsa. I loved seeing the Eagles nest up on the Arkansas River, and one day an eagle flew over my neighborhood in answer to a prayer I had made a few hours before. Tulsa is a well kept secret, a good place to live and visit.
ReplyDeleteDear Tulsa student, please feel free to ask Indira for my e-mail address.
I'm not from Tulsa, but after reading this, I want to visit. It sounds like a perfect place to host an angel seminar. What do you think, Indira? We could also meet there!
ReplyDeleteI mean, we could ALL meet there!
ReplyDeleteDebra and Kevin,
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh! I was so excited when I read this. I am the student who lives in Tulsa! An angel seminar in Tulsa.... wow that is a wonderful idea! I feel all alone out here in the middle of Oklahoma sometimes... and to think that some of Indira's students (you guys!!) and Indira might come here for a seminar.
And Debra, I have enjoyed reading your posts.... in January I saw a personal email that you sent to my gmail account and I wrote you back on Jan. 18th. I don't know if you ever saw it or not. If you are like me, you may forget that account is there sometimes! :-)
And Kevin, I loved your idea in another post about cutting paragraphs out of the lessons and putting them in a box, and drawing one out each morning. What a fun idea. I think I'll try that. It sounds like it is most definitely working for you, and I feel much joy when I read about your progress that you are noticing. What an inspirational post!
Dear Kevin
ReplyDeleteYour post is very honest and it feels good to read it.We all take our healing steps forward ,thanks to our journey.your post is a encouragement to work hard on our spiritual life.
thank you
ursula
Hi Kevin, as the angels say, what we are not consciously aware of controls us. Good work in having the courage to become aware of your pattern of being a "victim of romance." You might notice that I added the word "consciously" to aware. Conscious awareness is what frees us.
ReplyDeleteTaking time to be just with yourself can be enlightening. When we are with someone, it is always easy to blame the other person for our experience. Being with our own self gives us a chance to experience what our own energy is like.
Keep showing up!
I've spent most of my life "recovering" from relationships that got messed up...and what I do that's just unbearable. Indira taught me surrender is the key to understanding myself. Hey! Big strong American man is supposed to surrender? Not easy.
ReplyDeleteEventually though, as I think probably it does for us all, surrender became inevitable. (Hopefully one doesn't have to wait until one's last breath!) Now the work can begin at last.
Surrendering what we think we are, surrendering our false self, surrendering our pain, surrendering our past and future...surrendering the false til all that remains is Truth.
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