A human believes that he is supposed to create his own feelings, his own life. That is all most of us have been taught from childhood by other humans that have done the same thing. It's all they have ever known so they pass it on to their children. But look what it has brought the world, and himself or herself, to. This world, and the people in it, are not right, not what it was supposed to be. How could it be? Would an omnipotent intelligence for good ever create such a world? People took a wrong turn.
The wrong turn is that we were never supposed to create our own feelings and our own life. We were supposed to let God teach us, show us the way. We did not do this and what we have is the result. Still, it's available to the person who wants to do this. God did not abandon anyone that wants to live the life he wanted to give us. You can still do this but you must leave this sick world inwardly, psychologically, and allow God, Truth, Reality, to show you the way out. Few will, but you can.
We are what we feel, moment to moment. Have you ever looked at the way you feel, the cause, source of your feelings, instead of just feeling them? Do you understand the cause of your feelings? Which are negative and which are not? Can you classify, know, a right higher feeling and a lower, destructive feeling?
We are not a time being, as much as we like to think we are. That is the life we created for ourselves. We do not have a past and a future, we simply believe, think, we do. Thinking about the past, the future, creates the illusion that there is such a thing. You are a new being, every second, that has no connection to even the last five seconds, other than the fact that you can think about the last five seconds. Is there a requirement that you do so? Where is it written that you must do so?
Does true life exist in those last five seconds, or is it right now, in this present moment? How can you ever have a new life, if it's never new?
What is happening inside of you, right now? Does a right feeling, from God, Truth, Reality, come from the outside world and enter you, or does it come from what is inside you, without the influence of the outside world?
The spiritual world is not outside of you, it's inside. We are put on the earth to see if we will free ourselves from the outside world's sickness and influence, and look inside to find what is waiting for us to find it, which is God himself. The Truth wants us to find it, but it is not where everyone is looking. It is INSIDE of you, not out there. Nothing outside of you can do it. Trying to be a good person cannot do it, because you cannot be a good person without finding God within first. In fact you can never be a good person, but you can let the goodness of God live through you.
Truth does not fear the outside world, because it can't touch it. The Truth within is stronger than anything in this physical world. You are a spiritual being. If you were your body and thoughts, how can you ever be free of fear, because you know your body and thoughts come to an end one day. But if you don't find the Truth within, which can never die, you will always live in fear. God, Truth, Reality is always now, and that is why you can always have a new life right now, completely new, because is it never in the past or the future, it can't be, that is only the movement of memory, which must come to an end.
You must throw out the negativity that has entered your body, system, so that you can receive higher feelings, feelings that you have never had, because all you have is negativity now. Feelings that you don't create. If you do that, then it's not from the spiritual world. Why do we do that? You look out at the outside world and think you have to change it, make things right, in order for you to feel good. You don't. You don't need the outside to be right, you need the INSIDE of you to be right. This is not dependent on the outside world. It is only dependent on finding the inner world of God. If you are afraid right now, you have not found it. Fear is impossible when living in the spiritual world that can exist inside of you. If you are afraid, you have not found it.
You are afraid, because you are still looking for something outside to do it. Even if the world was perfect, you would still be afraid, because you are still a 'this world being'. A thought being, a time being, because of your belief in your personal past and future, which is an illusion. Why don't you trust God to know what he is doing, and go to work inside of you instead? God did not put us at the mercy of this world, he put us here to find him, and in doing so, eternity.
The world does not need to be fixed, you need to be fixed. But we don't allow it because we always live in negativity. Fear, anger, confusion, which creates a lost feeling. You are lost, and that is why you are afraid. Allow yourself to be found by something that comes from the inside of you.
What are the emotions, feelings, that pass through you all day long? Do you look and see them, or just feel them? And in doing so allow those feelings to control all the negative thoughts that those feeling manifest inside of you, from moment to moment. This feeds those feelings and so take you over. An unconscious, feeling, machine. No higher insights, which is the way out.
So turn your attention from the outside, to the inside of you. Study you. Don't try to fix you, study you. This requires observation, something that IS from the higher world. Quit thinking, quit trying to figure out. Don't see, and fix. Just see. The fact that you try to fix you is why it never happens. A stream of thoughts cannot fix anything. A silent mind is the way out. That is achieved by inner observation, not by your mind. Look, don't talk, don't have opinions that you share. Don't share you, because that is the time self, which does not really exist except in memory.
Get out of you, become silent, except for practical purposes. No longer create your own feelings. If you do this then something will happen to you. You will see that God will begin teaching you. You will begin to get the life you were supposed to. Do not sacrifice yourself to this world.
Get out, and let God in. He will do so. He did not place you at the mercy of this world.
Clear and simple language and the Truth. I wish I could share this Truth with other students as this is beyond the mind's limit.
ReplyDeleteDearest Karenina,
ReplyDeleteI empathize and understand you wish to share this Truth with other students.
Love,
Indira