Lesson 104

I just love the new lesson (#104) that I received yesterday. Thank you so much Indira for your service! The lesson is filled with tremendous energy, just as you say. And it follows so completely from the last lesson -- from all the lessons. Each lesson opens my heart even more. And now I have a new "tool" -- I can sing this song, Michael row the boat ashore -- when I need help, when I am trapped in negative thoughts and feelings that threaten to overwhelm me. I can ask the angels for help. I can ask the angel Michael. I can sing my way out of the depths of hostile angry emotions, out of jealousy, out of conflict with others. Why not just sing a song, sing my way free!!!
The angels are great singers, so I have always heard. I dig the idea that I can join them in song, that I can ask for the angels to row my boat when my arms are too tired, when the oars are too heavy. Something higher -- as the lesson before said -- something higher can row my boat for me when I cannot row it myself.
For a long time I have been learning in the lessons that I must row my own boat, not try to row someone elses. That has been so meaningful and helpful to me. Otherwise, if there is no one to row my boat, it can crash on the rocks. Now, this is taken to another level. Yes, first I must learn to row my own boat. I must stop my unhealthy codependent relationships with other people where I try to take care of them when I should be taking of myself. That is the first lesson. I have to stay in my boat. And now I am ready for this new and wonderful lesson -- to allow God and the angels to row my boat for me. This seems so easy now. I don't think I could have heard it before. I have had to move gradually through each lesson to get this lesson. I am very happy to share all of this. I am glad for the space of the open classroom that allows me to share. Love, Kevin