Hellow fellow students and Indira,
Well once again I have been missing from the classroom. So today I decided to stop doing other things and just spend time with the lessons I have been meaning to read. What i discovered is that I am never missing from the school. As I read the lessons, there were certain things that I have been doing, as if someone had wispered them in my ear. Things I would clearly never think to do on my own. But as I read the lessons ( and here I must come clean and say that I read three lesson together), it becomes clear, why those things would be helpful and uplifting. As I read lesson 13, I became nervous about creating an angle box. I want it now and I want to start using it now. I want to make my own box; one that is just exactly the way I want it, but I don't really believe I have the ability to do this. I think this is a metaphor for my life right now. I want to create the life I want, but am afraid I can't do that. love and light to all. Annie
I can't wait to see your colorful beautiful angels-box
ReplyDeleteI'm sure you 'll have fun creating it!!!Enjoy
I'm exited myself about the project and thinking about it how it should look like
happy day Annie!!!
ursula
I was just thinking of you last night Annie...not about your box--your work...and it was similar to your thoughts....which were that if you didn't hold onto a "perfect" idea of yourself in your work, you would BE the perfect therapist...calm, relaxed, letting God's energy flow through you. Same with creating your box. Creating an angel box is supposed to help you get OUT of the box (smile)...everything in the school has deeper meanings...to help your grow and evolve. And reading 3 lessons at one time is perfect for you. Fortunately for me, I do not have to write 3 at a time. And the school and the way it manifests is always growing and evolving. For instance, I did not know at the start that there would be daily messages. And sometimes ALL the students in every class get the same lesson! I learned a long time ago that I do not have to be perfect in my work...just be open to the perfect energy of God that flows through me.
ReplyDeleteThere is an artist inside of you just like there is in everyone. A creative genius, I think one of the lessons said, You have support here in the classroom.
ReplyDeleteDear Ursula, Indira and Hirth,
ReplyDeletethanks for the encouragement. I am looking forward to tapping that creative genius inside to give myself the angel box I want. Now I feel like it is coming from the inside out, if that makes sense? things are really changing inside me. It feels subtle and yet huge. Indira, I am officailly letting go of the program to be the perfect therapist. That's a load off my chest. Love to all. annie
I already wrote a post about my angel box. Can't wait to hear about yours. I bet you have an inner artist just waiting to come out! If I can do it, anyone can!
ReplyDeleteHello Annie,
ReplyDeleteI am glad to read about your letting go of the perfect therapist. If I were your client I would be happy about this because this would allow me to be imperfect also. What a release.
Love to you
Monika