Hello dear Annie,
I wanted to answer you under comments. Somehow this did not work, so I put a new post.
The first time I saw your picture in the open classroom I thought: 'I want to get to know this woman. She looks very interesting to me. Very soft. I want to know more about her.' And I did not know how to find a way to contact. So I am glad you did this step. I would like to know (and I do not mean you have to answer): What is your daily life. Do you have family. Are you living in town. Do you have a garden....... My imagination says you must have had until now very rich, profound, deep life experiences I can also learn from. What do you have in mind when you speak of a study group ? When I know more about, may be I want to join.
Something in my heart is full of joy to start a communication with you.
Love
Monika
dear Monika, Thank you for your connection. I think it has healed a very old deep wound of mine. I ctied when I read your sweet words. the study group was Indira's suggestion, but the little girl in me was really saying does any body want to be my friend. I am the mother of four wonderful human beings, three boys and one girl. I am a therapist and I do play therapy and sandtray therapy and have recently gotten back into hypnosis. I have done many varied things in my life and have lived all over the world, but I think the most profound thing I have ever done is what I am doing right now...trying to believe in myself and that who I am is good enough. I look forward to more conversations with you. love Annie
ReplyDeletedear Annie,
ReplyDeleteI do not know, where this connection is leading to. At the moment I like the way that it takes. Thank you for sharing your feelings and the parts of your life. And it seems, that my imagination was not far away from reality: You have a lot of life experience. And you have 4 children wow, grown up I guess? I do not have children allthough I have satisfying contact to children. I love children and they seem to love me. Funny, right now I think about a friend of mine from early times. When I changed school the mother of this girl approached me and told me that she wanted me as a friend for her daughter because she thought this was the "right" contact for her. I always felt not comfortable with this and on the other hand I was proud, that I was choosen to be her friend. No idea, why this story comes up. Maybe because I chose to have contact with you. And with this I discover also my interest for -in this case- you and I discover asking questions out of wanting to know. By the way, what is your age? I am 53. I am doing healing work. And again and again I ask myself the question: what is healing. And I like, what you have written :"Trying to believe in myself and that who I am is good enough" Yesterday I gave an evening with Turmaline. One thing what Turmaline are teaching is to have humility for the given life and to have the courage to share and show with the very special gifts you are given.
Annie, I am glad, that we are classmates
Love
Monika
Hi Monika
ReplyDeleteTurmaline, I will look that up. I do not know alot about stones. the other day I did hypnosis for myself and in trance I was swimming in very deep water with dolphins and sharks and I went to the bottom of the ocean and I found a jade stone and picked it up and brought it back with me. I don't know what jade is for, but all my life I have been afraid of very deep water. I have been learning more about hypnosis these days and using it with clients in my family therapy practice. I am glad that we are classmates too. love Annie
Annie, another spelling is: tourmaline. I like your dream.
ReplyDeleteHello Annie,
ReplyDeletethis seems to be a deep experience. I like what you described. Was it green Jade ? There are different colors of Jade. And what spontanious comes to my mind about Jade (for you) is your feminity.(is this word right ?)
When I look at your foto I love to look at your big smile.
Love
Monika
dear Monika,
ReplyDeleteYes it was green jade. thank you I will include this word femininity with the word green jade when I do my self hypnosis. My daughter took that picture for me to post on this site and looking at her makes me smile like that. Always love connecting to you. love Annie